Homeward Bound

There were days when i used to cry
when i was lost in the croud
streaming away from my parents in
the market. The time when i used to
fight with my sister for silly reasons.
And now that i have grown up, i have
to leave (willingly or unwillingly i
don’t know) so that after few year i
can see some tears of joy in their
hopeful eyes & make them feel proud.
I wish i could just have few more
holidays just to sit & laugh for the
same reasons. You kind of grow up
with time as you learn about
responsibility.
End of vacations; last dat at home.
Don’t know when i’ll return. But that’s
life, enjoying every moment as it
comes in small packets.
Feeling a strong urge to sleep now.
Even a nap at home refreshens you
but a wh0le night sleep away doesn’t.
Anticipating that they will WAKE ME
UP ON TIME for they would love to see
me embracing my DREAMS in reality.
And suddenly i heard a knock at the
door.
“Knock kock…!!! Wake Up ßeta, its 6 o’
clock.”
Oh wait.., Am i still sleeping or i wrote
all this in reality?
Let me open the door to find
out..

Hope…

Sitting at the terrace,
I stare glittering sky,
Searching for my star,
Far away, there is a hope,
I can’t deny…

No Promises…

The huge nebulose of agony hover over his swollen heart. Besides the wafting breeze, chattering of leaves is the only sound that tear up eerie silence. Silence between two hearts, beneath which a million thoughts are buried. The moon slide himself somewhere behind clouds leaving darkness to prosper. Its tough to witness the outburst of a lad’s emotions. Tears were rolling from his eyes as he knelt down. Drenched into melanchony of his beloved he put the wilted rose over corpse. Darkness has now completely covered the placid ambiance. Moon pretend to act ignorant by continously being involved in hide & seek game. The corpse soaked every teardrop draining off his gloomy eyes. It apparantly reminded him the way she cared for him. Night creatures have started to brood over atmosphere, making it more intense. But his mind is still choaked by shackles of memories past. The pain in his heart grew fonder with each passing arcminute. He retrospected over the past. Regret is the worst thing a person lives with. Its eats up the ability to introspect.

Suddenly the clouds started thundering, the gentle breeze transformed into a hailstorm. The pouring rain mixed with his tears apparantly diluting the magnitude of salinity in his eyes. Bliss takes over his forlone face as he unfolds the memories of his mind. The earth swallowed all the tears that the sky cried. His thoughts start roaming around his heart, looking for a place where all those memories are still fresh. There is a place in human heart which act as a preservant for all happy and sad times.

His subconscious drifted to the time they first met. The time when happiness dawned over him…

Living For Nothing?

“No loss is too big,
No gain is too huge.”

So what’s your life worth?
Nothing or Everything.

Ever since i have seen promotional video of the new season of “ROADIES,” my brain inadvertantly chants this dialogue. Feels like it has been craved on me.
So yesternight i decided to face these rantings with a cool head. I finally gathered enough courage to sit and confront ‘MYSELF,’ my subconscious.

Well, i believe everyone should spare some time out from the hassles of life and ponder upon the condition of his/her life. It helps a person to grow mentally, towards responsiblities and mental maturity.

Most of us are trudging through life without any specific motive. We just float over the flow of time. Blame destiny for every failure and pat luck for a good time.

Lets start from the begining. We all grow up going school everyday following the same routine. After school, there are few of us who grab accolades, where most of us strive to get admitted at a reputed institution. After that there is an struggle for job. Then marriage, kids uptill old age. I mean where is the time to live? There are many lucky ones who manage gala time with friends, have fights & foes. And there are ones having girlfriend(s)/boyfriend(s), love, relationship and everything a perfect bollywood masala movie can have.

We laugh
We cry
We live
We die
But we often forget something
An urge to smile
A smile which can add wing
To you
During toughest of your times
And in all your rhymes.

But is this all we live for? What is the actual meaning of life? Are you content with your proceedings? Where you see yourself in next few years?

The answer to all these questions is within your own self. Sit in quiet and just think about you and your life. Live for a cause.

Reasons Why Teenage Love Is Bad Idea

People say that matches are made in heaven. There is a girl for every guy and a guy for each girl. True indeed. But my theory is a bit twisted. I say, if you skip that girl at right time – You will be well & good. Teenage is not an age to fall in love.
Remember if that person is really a ‘made for you’ then you both will surely be together. After all,

‘Jinko Jinko Bhi Milna Hai Likha Ishq Milwayega…’

So don’t be suspicious about finding him or her in life. I’ll give reasons why this young age love stories are a big flop and you should dodge it.

► Teenage love is more of infatuation, its immature and ill-logical.

► Teenage relationships doesn’t last long.

►It is a hinderance between you and your career. It diverts your mind and you can’t concentrate.

►At one part of life, you will come across cross-roads and circumstances will make it madatory for you both to choose seperate path.

► In every relationship, either one of lovers is non serious about other.

►You easily get bored and fed up with you love. It leads to arguments and fights, which means affects all spheres of life – studies and everything.

► If you call him/her, it will be a problem, if you don’t call, problem again.

So teens get out of this pretty illusion of love and do something real for you and your parents.
As noone else in the world loves you more other than your parents. Noone else in the world have sacrificed more for you other than your parents.

Don’t worry, you will have enough time and money for this ‘LOVEBUG’ once you achieve your goal. And love at that point of life will be steadfast & unconditional, pure & true…

Realise Your Dream

Dreams never die, they just lie dormant inside us due to lack of efforts & are needed to be revived by making sincere efforts.

We all have some (or rather many) dreams still alive in our heart. But we want to be at the firmament of success in a ziffy. Miracles don’t happen overnight. Its a process, it needs time. You don’t grow up with the blink of an eye. There many different stages viz infancy, adolescence, teenage involved in it.
Same is the case with our dreams. It requires a lot of courage (to accept your drawbacks) & efforts (to work on them) into the metamorphosis of your dreams into reality. Realise the worth of your dream. People will criticize you, they will talk gibberish that you are crazy. But have patience, accept the facts, groove yourself and never give up.

Remember, God is and will always be there for you but you youself have to take initiative first. As the old saying goes,
“GOD help those who help themselves.”
So, my friends, get out of the shackles of laziness and atleast make an effort to explore your dream.

Something i myself have noticed that – if you want something so badly and try hard to achieve it, no force of this world can stop you from embracing it.
Now someone will definitely say, “i can do anything to turn up my dream into reality. Why do i fail everytime? Where am i lacking?”
The irony is everyone loves his dream and want to make it real yet they just can’t make it. I’ll say,
“Give your heart to your work and love it more than your girlfriend. You will do it.”

Do you remember a famous dialogue from the movie Om Shanti Om where Om Kapoor aka Om Prakash Makhija aka SRK delievers his winning speech :

“Itni shiddat se maine tumhe paane ki koshish ki hai, ke har zarre ne mujhe tumse milane ki saazish ki hai…”

Its up to you, wait for the right time or make the right use of present time.
Wait for a miracle or be the magician yourself…

Its Complicated !!!

WARNING : Read this love story at your own risk. Its so damn COMLITCATED!!!

PROLOGUE :

Its a modern love story my friend. Here every individual heart can accomodate as many ‘hearts’ (or rather Hurt), which, if a person starts counting can get his own HEART’s HURT healed. I believe DRUG and LOVE are probably the biggest problem of present day youth. Drug is an addiction same is the case with love. Initially, both thrills & excites and once you are trapped, there’s no way out.
Confusing you might have discoved that. Right? Exactly, this is what our modern time love stories are all about. Confusion, out of track and complete mixup.

PART I

‘I Love You.’

No, wait a minute.
I believe it should be,
‘I Loved You’ for you are my past now.

Oh, wrong again when I know, you will be here in my heart in future too.
Oops! it means I still miss you.
So its like, ‘I loved you, i still do and i will continue to pursue it till the sky turns topsy turvy.’

But then what’s up with that new chick in my class? She is so sweet and pretty. Moreover we talk frequently. And since she happens to be my classmate for next 2 years, there is a high probability of our transition into so called lover or Bf-Gf you can term it for convinience.

After all I also have the right to move on just as you did. Why should I be the one to care when I virtually am non existent to you.

Its all done then, at this instant I should try my luck out, i’ll think about you later.

All these thoughts were twirled across Rahi’s restless mind as he find it hard too sleep.

‘This is what my life has become ever since I met you. Relentless & insomniac. I woke up late nights to reply your texts, now I am sleepless wondering why don’t you reply.’ He mumbled while fiddling through the old messages in his inbox.

Ishq mein insaan kutta ban jata hai, kabhi aawara to kabhi paltu, literally. Ask anyone, noone can deny this fact.

Motivation Mantra

7th RANDOM THOUGHT

There’s always a motivational factor concealed behind a person’s achievement that always gears him up towards his goal. So whenever you feel like getting deflected from your path, just pause for a fraction of time, close your eyelids and remember the driving force that thrust you. Just recall all the reasons;
Why you want it so badly? Why is it so important to you? There will always be some dumb fountains telling you that you ain’t that good at it and you just can’t get there. All you need to do is stay calm & ignore such sick ass baffoons. Avoid negetive vibes and be positive throughout.
Believe in yourself and walk through your destiny. Do it because you are the best & prove it. Do it because nobody believed you can. Do it because you have only one life to get there. Do it for sake of your DREAMS. Do it for YOURSELF. And yeah, DON’T EVER GIVE EXCUSES.
…i’m not a motivational speaker, nor i am a retarded MAN (as you all must be thinking about me). I’m just an insomniac kid sharing up the views encircling my mind midst of night.

Life It Is

Few thing just happen in life without our actual realisation. We don’t think about its good or bad attributes but just love the way it is. The best example to this will be our life itself. It just has happened. Despite the fact that we humans are mortal we are in love with life and the materialistic world. That’s ironic about life.
Do we love our life? Ofcourse, we all do and the answer to this question will a big YES. But what if i ask a question like – Are you satisfied with your life? Now an eerie silence inadvertently occupy our surrounding. No one has ever been perfectly content with his proceedings in any field. When i had toffees i wished for chocolates, now that i have chocolate i need bournville. Our desires keep building up as we move through the path of life.
And to some extent it is these desires which keeps us going all through. Though this path is full of twists and turns, sometimes smooth while at the other paved with sharp stones. I just the way it is. It throws challenges at me, i accept them, i conquer & i smile. Still, deep down my heart i never had chosen that rough path for me. Manier times i fail so i cry, cry harsh but then i stand up and move on in a hope that possibly a smile is waiting for me at the next turn. My optimistic eyes see a distant smooth road. That’s why i just love my life and this love has just happened…

Still With-Out You

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He distinctly remembers that summer night.
They were enchanted by the glorifying beauty of the sintillating TAJ . It was a full moon night. There was love and sanctity in their eyes, a betide promise to stand for each other – no matter what. The serene ambiance was probably eavesdropping on them. Everything seemed so perfect, when they hold each other’s hand and
vowed to be together.

“We will be together
,
No matter what
,
When inclement turns weather
,
When times are tough
,
We will be together
,
No matter what.”

Now, after more than a year has rolled by, its the same day. The atmosphere is still placid, but there is a silence of loneliness. The wind wafting through the still water. But tonight, he is all alone. Tears are dripping down his blue eyes. The moon has refused to reflect the rays of sun.
Darkness has engulfed all his happiness & smile, still he manages to say,

“The only thing that has not changed yet is – my love for you. Steadfast, it is and it will be more profund with the passage of time. Irrespective of all the hurt inside me. I believe we will be together someday. May somewhere in the other world i’ll still be waiting for you…”

He turns his gloomy face towards sky and whispers,

“You forgot that promise,
Leaving me totaly astonish,
Sky is dark & i’m without you,
Fighting from loneliness
To survive through,
In a hope to someday meet you
Again…”